Stars at Night

I feel much better today. I’ve realized that a lot of things I failed to see, hear and feel. I haven’t learned how to appreciate and accept. I’ve been busy looking forward rather than to pay attention on what’s already existing and within reach. If there’s someone that I should work with, the person who’s really willing to be with me and not to compel anybody. Not to convince the world with my thoughts nor to be understood. It is how life was being valued and enjoyed by all. It is a waste of time to enclose onself with bitterness, but to be positive that something good will come along the way. This will be lighter and relieve from stressful wondering on matters that til now offers hollow hope.

Actually, I have been through recovering process. Even if some of these dreams didn’t happen yet or never will; it had appeared so real by the moment these words were already written and published. It gives smile and comfort for a heavy heart. In fiction craft, it came true, the fact that it provided me the chance to express, not to kept it hid and remain sealed. The fear of losing its ownership is also over. Lord had not forsaken me; I was able to get its copyright. Knowing that thousands are reading it makes me not alone anymore. I’m with them in my struggle. Though there are many frustrations, everything will pass and never will stay. There would be happy days. If someone or something I wasn’t able to have; it’s because I deserve better than good, simply the best! I have to sow good seeds and let the blessings flow for everybody to benefit. Life had been tough but made meaningful. The act of learning can possibly cure an empty soul. It may either isolate one from the crowd or reach the lives of those who welcome a knock.